Wednesday, January 31, 2007
Sweet 16, totallyfunky.
Today I woke up feeling not very different from 15,
but its cool, I have walked this Earth for 16 years.
Every single day a blessing.
Thanks to everyone who wished me happy birthday one way or the other.
It was really nice/sweet of you all :D
I am kinda lazy to type out all the names.
I got to school today only to be greeted COLDLY by Izzy and Chloe.
Retard girls.
Anyway went for duty, when I came back I was asked to go to the toilet.
Along the way walking along the science blocks, I see Beulah pop out her retarded head and she started singing 'Happy Birthday'.
Thinking I was safe continnued walking, only to be scared once again by Raina and freaky 'Happy Birthday' Singing.
I get smarter okay, the toilet looked normal, so I went in, only to find Izzy and Adele burst forth from the smelly cubicals screaming 'HAPPY BIRTHDAY'.
Freaky toilet surprise, its quite apt that they surprise me in the toilet since they practically live there.
So yes thanks for the really strange toilet surprise.
I was a happy child going on with school, until I had to go the office to call my mum(since all the stupid pays phones decided to die) not to pick me up.
Which was so highly embarassing.
Imagine.
Me: uuhhh Hi Mummy, don't come pick me up today okay, I have uh uhmm a er er PROJECT, with UHHMM my classmates.
right infront of the admin lady, awkward I say.
Anyway Izzy sat on me outside the toilet on our 2nd excursion during Bio.
It was so painful and she smashed the retard dustbin lid in my face.
A noteable event before that was Izzy using Chloe's USED oil blotter to blot her face.
I had a really great lunch with Izzy, Chloe and Raina. Sitting around and just laughing at free bread and all sorts of strange things.
Oh yes neoprints was certainly an experience.
Grown another year, makes me feel old,
I dont feel old.
I kind of want to be a kid but NO I AM NOT CHILDISH.
This year is going to be particulary hard, I sense.
Now there is next years birthday to look forward to (:
Also there is this Saturday, which is going to be DA BOMB.
Tuesday, January 30, 2007
DarkestStar_Surveys
01. The Phantom of the Opera:
THE PHANTOM OF THE OPEERRAAA IS HEEERRREEE! (add in dramatic music)
02. Power:
gee-oh-dee
03. Photograph:
Little paper memories
04. Download:
music
05. Purse:
Prune.
06. Paperweight:
The retard Santa rock
07. Mirror:
mirror.
08. Speakers:
inMotions!
09. DVD:
Pirated
010. Hairband:
hair
011. Gothic:
eyeliner.
012. Church:
JESUS
013. Wrapper:
PRESENTS
014. Tree:
climable thing
015. Afterlife:
Heaven
016. Colour:
white
017. King:
?
018. Michael Jackson:
Pervert
019. Hairspray:
Smelly thing
020. Sing:
Songs from the Bedroom
021. Feet:
Smelly thing
022. Cold:
Nice
023. Wardrobe:
Clothes
024. Ipod:
Life-saver
025. Opera:
Glass shattering
026. Postcard:
Kiasu grabbing of postcards from those stands
027. Mountain:
More than 600m
028. Quilt:
cooommfffyy
029. Eyeshadow:
Something I dont wear
030. Cat:
MAO MAO!
031. Caribbean:
PIRATE
032. Earrings:
Ear
033. Pineapple:
Cramp causing
034. Smoothie:
BANANA
035. Toothpaste:
Minty fresh
036. France:
Hotstuff
037. Monarchy:
Prince Harry
038. Red:
Period.
039. Loser:
CHLOE TINGALINGALING
040. Tape:
masking
041. Keys:
lock?
042. Brunette:
Bread
043. Apartment:
Something with 4 walls
044. Clogs:
No.1 weapon
045. Evening:
6
046. Midnight:
12
047. Grave:
Dirt
048. Heart:
Right/left atrium
049. Dragon:
RAWWWRR
050. Horse:
PRETTYY!
051. Cello tape:
CELLO? isnt that a instrument
052. Box:
cardboard
053. Knowledge:
Mugging.
054. Credit card:
KA-CHING
055. Medication:
Drugs
056. Ocean:
Fishes
057. Magazine:
reading in class
058. Flower:
ORCHID!! So craver
059. Road:
Cement
060. Hurricane:
ISABEL CHIA SUFEN
I get bored really fast.
So yes random thing to keep me occupied
Now its 7 o'clock show time :D
Oh yes Chloe, I cannot tag your board.
I HATE YOU FOR PUTTING THOSE PICTURES UP
WHAT ARE YOU THINKING YOUR MORON DINKY BUTT!
LIKE DOOOODD!!
Abit more glamorous would have been nice :D
Hahahah!
Sunday, January 28, 2007
I feel like a carnivore, I think me and choey ate more than a kg of meat yesterday.
Seoul Garden is so amazingly crazy.
Anyway cool I suppose.
Tuesday, January 23, 2007
I really hate my internet sometimes.
Anyway I feel really moronic cos I had a chilli padi stuck in my braces for the past half hour,
I did not know and now my cheek feels like its burning.
Anyway if ANYONE at all knows a Science Research Board/ Institutional Research Board, PLEASE TELL ME.
I could like die right now, these boards are so obscure, I just cannot imagine a bunch of professors sitting around vetting researches.
I ask myself why doesn't SP have one either, its so unfair.
"Have I told you about the tension of opposites?" he says.
The tension of opposites?
"Life is a series of pull backs and forth. You want to do one thing, but you are bound to do something else. Something hurts you, yet you know it shouldn't. You take certain things for granted, even when you know you should never take anything for granted."
"A tension of opposites, like a pull on a rubber band. And most of us live somewhere in the middle."
Sounds like a wrestling match I say.
"A wrestling match." He laughs. "Yes, you could describe life that way."
So which side wins, I ask?
"Which side wins?"
He smiles at me, the crinkled eyes, the crooked teeth.
"Love wins. Love always wins."
Tuesdays with Morrie
I ask myself, who am I wrestling against, because I am losing.
Monday, January 22, 2007
Its a strange mood I am in,
I can't really describe it.
Its like 'I'm-irritated-with-the-world" sort of feeling,
yet not exactly.
I hate not being able to decide how I feel, its kinda fustrating.
Maybe I am feeling pensive, too many things to think about.
It eats you up from the inside.
School, is bearable. I suppose.
Its just so mundane. Life is mundane.
Anyway, little up and down moments.
Like how today I went pretty much kind of high during the last 2 periods.
Discussing about JCs, Goong-S, Sev7en (I forgot where the 7 should appear).
Adele went like mad and started day-dreaming about him.
ThankGod Emath was slack. Probability, its like wonderfully amusing.
Especially with the bad bad jokes
Becky: Its so retarded why they keep on using dice in their question.
Chloe: Because its MIND BOGGLING.
(stunned silence)
Chloe: Don't you get it. MIND BOGGLING.
Becky&Chloe: HAHAHAHAHAHA
Okay it does not really sound funny right now, maybe it was the moment.
I think thats what makes it a bad joke.
I am reading through some of my old posts, from 2004.
Seems really long ago, even if it was just 2 years.
I am wondering if I would look back when I am J2, to these posts that I am writing now and think once again.
Somehow I find myself really naive, even if I am just a mere 2 years older (nearly).
Its like life was just black and white and well easy?
Sometimes I think I was that?
Cool stuff.
I suppose I have grown.
I feel kind of sad I am riding so very little now a days.
I miss jumping ):
its kinda like you look longingly at the course.
Ohwell, my mother refuses to let me take the risk,
in case I fall off the horse break my arm, crack my head
as a result fail my exams.
NEXT YEAR! I will ride more.
In so many of my posts, I talk about these horses, Bobby, Big Red, Wanna, Albert, Loco&duck.
They are all kind of strange and quirky,
but now I miss them, now that they are gone.
I realised this post is really pointless and boring,
I shall not bore you any longer with my life.
Years go by really fast, this one is just going to be harder than the rest.
Just hope I can keep my head above everything.
Also reminding myself that I should be filled with the joy of the Lord, not being happy.
It does not last.
Sometimes I wish I could press fast-forward and skip to the good parts
Thursday, January 18, 2007
I have been cracking my brains for the past 15 minutes trying to figure out why my camera refuses to contect to my silly computer,
I just realised I plugged in the wrong USB thing.
I am happy now, at least I managed to upload pictures :D
I am in a whiney mood, so I will whine about all the things that has been irking me, before I go berserk like I did today.
Sorry Izzy&Chloe, it was just a pissyfying moment, especially what the stupid science center woman is doing to us.
So,
1. STUPID SCIENCE CENTER WOMAN, NEEDS THAT STUPID FORM THAT SHE TOLD US WE DID NOT GET SIGNED. HOW THE POONNNGG AM I GOING TO FIND A WHOLE BOARD OF SCIENCTIST NOW JUST WILLING TO SIGN OUT DAM FORM TO APPROVE OUR EXPERIMENT, WHICH IN FACT HAS ALREADY BEEN APPROVED SINCE WE ALREADY GOT A DISTNICTION IN A FAIR ALREADY. GWAD! I DONT EVEN KNOW WHERE TO FIND A BOARD OF SCIENCTIST AS A MATTER OF FACT. IF WE ARE DISQUALIFIED I WILL LIKE JUMP OF A CLIFF (if singapore has one) AND LIKE BOYCOTT SCIENCE CENTER FOR THE REST OF MY LIFE, ESPECIALLY WHEN WE HAD TO WORK OUR ASSES OF THE FIND SO MUCH DOG/CAT/HUMAN SNOT. THIS IS UNFAIR. *#&^$*&^@#
2. I look like dracula thanks to the many new rubber bands in my mouth, taking away my right of yawning and chewing and burping and opening my mouth too wide. It hurts so shitass much, I dont actually feel like talking to anyone. All I go all day is 'uhhmmm' Now i talk like I have some marshmallow stuffed in my mouth permenantly or like I am playing fuzzy bunny all day long.
3. LADY IN RED LIKE SERIOUSLY RAWR
Okay now that thats,
Its Wentworth MIller time :D
While i eat chocolate and binge about how sucky life is right now.
ARGH I DONT WANT TO BE DISQUALIFIED,
especially because of a stupid form.
Okay Becky CHILL. CHILL.
Its not the end of the world.
WHAT ARE YOU TALKING ABOUT
ARGH! IT IS THE END OF THE WORLD.
For this project you most probably contracted MRSA and are going to die from it.
That was a retarded monolouge or however you spell it.
I WANT SOME FRIKEN.
Thank you very much.
Argh
Monday, January 15, 2007
15, its cool.
2) Where were you when 9/11 happened?
Sleeping I presume
3) What do you do when vending machines steal your money?
Kick it and walk off, reminding myself never to use vending machines again, for they are evil.
4) Do you consider yourself kind?
what do you think
5) If you had to get a tattoo, where would it be?
Across my forehead& it'll say 'I am a moron.'
This also means I will not ever, get a tattoo.
6) If you could be fluent in any other language, what would it be?
French. Find some sexy french dude. :D
Or Italian.
7) Do you know your neighbours?
Yep.
8) What do you consider a vacation?
leaving 'reality' behind.
9) Do you follow your horoscope?
No
10) Would you move for the person you love?
even if like someone I would have to move, I need to eat and all.
11) Are you touchy feely?
Suddenly, I think about centipedes. Scary feelers.
12) Do you believe that opposites attract?
Yea, like you know magnets, north pole attracts south pole?
13) Dream job?
Doctor. Cliche, but yes, a doctor
14) Favourite tv channels?
NICKOLODEAN! (is that how you spell it?)
15) Favourite place to go on weekends?
Church (:
16) Showers or baths?
Showers
17) Do you paint your nails?
My mum does it for me when she feels bored.
18) Do you trust people easily?
oooohhh sneaky
19) What are your phobias?
Izzy.
20) Do you want kids?
Hell, yea. Cutestuff.
21) Do you keep a handwritten journal?
Yea, its hidden, dont try to find it
22) Where would you rather be now?
MaeYoi, ChiangMai
23) Who makes you warm and fuzzy?
Fuzzy Wuzzy!!
24) Heavy or light sleeper?
Heavy
25) Are you paranoid?
no
26) Are you impatient?
Yes
27) Who can you relate to?
My imaginary friend, its call hokey.
28) How do you feel about interracial couples?
Whats that?
29) Have you been burned by love?
I have been burned by other things, like hot soup for instance,
30) What's your pick-up line?
uhm
31) What's your main ringtone on your mobile?
Silence.
32) What were you doing at midnight last night?
Discussing with my mother how I need a new blanket.
33) What did the last text on your mobile say?
Something to the effect of " I am not a prat"
34) Whose bed did you sleep in last night?
My mothers, I was cold. So I chased my dad off the bed when I tried to sleep in between them.
Its a only child thing, but i realised, that I am too big for that so I kicked my dad off.
The warm comforter is everything.
35) What colour shirt are you wearing?
White!
36) Most recent movie you watched?
Uh, I cannot remember "Night at the Musuem" ?
37) Name three things you have on at all times.
Underwear, glasses and some garment of sorts.
38) Name any three people who can make you laugh.
Izzy, Chloe& Beu.
39) How much cash do you have right now?
I cannot disclose this.
40) What's your favourite part of the chicken?
I dunno, the head?
41) What's your favourite town/city?
Paris/ChiangMai/Venice
42) I can't wait till:
The BigO is over and done with
43) What did you have for dinner last night?
Rice.
44) How tall are you barefoot?
165cm.
45) Do you own a gun?
I wish.
46) What do you prefer to drink in the morning?
Water
47) Where do you think you'll be in 10 years?
On some remote island, drinking out of coconuts. Yeaa
48) Last thing you ate?
Rice.
49) What songs do you sing in the shower?
"I'm Singing in the Rain"
50) Last thing that made you laugh?
Listening to random jokes by a moron
51) Worst injury you ever had?
Cant really decide, its either the breaking of my 4 teeth, dislocating my hips OR falling into a cactus.
52) Does someone have a crush on you?
Beats me
53) What's your favourite candy?
OHOHOH!! I KNOW!
GUMMIES :D
54) What song do you want played at your funeral?
"In Christ Alone"
55) Eight people to do this?
ITS KOREAN DRAMA TIME!!!
I was really bored and I needed to amuse myself :)
Anyway, I have this sudden thing for questionares.
Its kinda fun.
Anyway, KOREAN DRAMA!!!
utter bliss.
Saturday, January 13, 2007
[x] Gum has fallen out of your mouth while you were talking.
[x] Gum has fallen out of your mouth while you were NOT talking.
[x] You have ran into a glass/screen door.
[x] You have jumped out of a moving vehicle.
[x] You have thought of something funny and laughed, then people gave you weird looks.
[x] You have ran into a tree/bush.
[ ] You know that it IS possible tolick your elbow.
[x] You have tried to lick your elbow.
[x] You never knew that the Alphabet and Twinkle Twinkle Little Star have the same rhythm.
[x] You just tried to sing them.
[x] You have tripped on your shoelace and fallen.
[x] You have choked on your own spit.
[x] You have seen the Matrix and still don't get it.
[ ] You've never seen the Matrix.
[ ] You type only with two fingers.
[x] You have accidentally caught something on fire.
[x] You tried to drink out of a straw, but it went into your nose/eyes.
[x] You have caught yourself drooling.
[ ] You have fallen asleep in class and started to talk/drool, or snore
[ ] If someone says "fart" you laugh.
[x] Sometimes you just stop thinking.
[x]You are telling a story and forget what you were talking about.
[x] People often shake their heads and walk away from you.
[ ]You are often told to use your "inside voice".
[x] You use your fingers to do simple math.
[x] You have eaten a bug.
[x] You are taking this test when you should be doing something more important.
[x] You have put your clothes on backwards or inside out, and didn't realize it.
[x] You've looked all over for something and realized it was in your hand.
[ ] You ran around naked in your house.
[ ]You break a lot of things.
[x]You tilt your head when you're confused.
[x]You have fallen out of your chair before.
[x] When you're lying in bed, you try to find pictures in the texture on the ceiling.
[x] The word "ummmmm" is used many times a day.
NOW, take that number and multiply it by 3.
81% stupid.
Thats an improvement :D
I am not stupid, just different.
I laugh at myself.
Thursday, January 11, 2007
The Apostles Creed
I believe in God, the Father Almight,
creator of heaven and earth.
I believe in Jesus Christ, his one and only son, our Lord,
who was conceived by the Holy Spirit,
born of the Virgin Mary,
suffered under Pontius Pilate,
was crucified, died amd was biried;
he descended to the dead.
On the third day, he rose again;
he ascended into heaven,
is seated on the right hand of the Father,
and will come again to judge the living and the dead.
I believe in the Holy Spirit,
the holy church,
the communion of saints,
the forgiveness of sins,
the resurrection of the body,
and life everlasting. Amen.
And that is why I am special,
because I met Jesus
Tuesday, January 09, 2007
I wish I was back in Thailand, when O levels was so far away.
Now prelims are counted and midyears start in April.
Its all too awfully fast.
Random panic attacks is so not my cup of tea.
At this point of time there ins't much light at the end of the tunnel.
I hate this feeling.
Anyway, it will come and go soon. I hope.
Yet these feelings of self-doubt come in.
Its draining.
Anyway, have I mentioned how much I love 4s?
I wanted to blog about my strange, eccentric, new math tutor.
However, energy suddenly left my body and I am feeling really really sian.
Ohwell, life is just a bore right now.
I exsist on one word: Studying.
Friday, January 05, 2007
Izzy just left my place for tuition,
It was a fun day, I am having a bad bad sore throat.
I feel all happy now because I got my valentine's day present settled fro the 12-of-us.
It is going to take forever to get done, but oh well.
It shall be so mega cool.
School has not been such a hugh mega drag, yet.
There has been all these talks about expectations etc.
Its really quite daunting to realise all these things would be upon us really very soon.
However, happy point is that school ends at 140pm now, it almost feels like Primary school!
Still, I pray that God leads me through this whole year
Cell later :D
OH YES, I GREW 1 CM!
I GREW! I GREW! YAY!
Tuesday, January 02, 2007
I just found the whole stack of notes that Stacey, Tammy and I wrote and passed in class when we were P6.
Let me just say, it is so embarrassing.
I cannot believe I said that/thought that.
If anyone finds it I am going to just DIE.
Hear me DIE.
Anyway I have grown up much from that stage.
My last year in MGS starts tomorrow.
Monday, January 01, 2007
Anyway I feel slightly happier :D
Izzy called and I realised how very much I missed her.
She made me laugh with her stupid anthics.
Like how she suddenly went 'oooo topless'
People like her make me smile